For Your Tears

I received this beautiful handkerchief in the mail a few weeks ago, but only recently had time to take a photo of it.  It is so precious and sweet.  To be honest, I am afraid to cry on it.  For now, I tucked it away in Miloh's box, but I think I may take it out in the future and put it in my purse because often I cry and sadly, I never have a tissue or anything and this would be so meaningful.  If you would like one or think a newly bereaved friend would like one, please visit this wonderful blog.  http://wwwforyourtears.blogspot.com/

His Story

To anyone just joining me here, I am aware that I have yet to finish writing Miloh's story.  It is just so hard.  I did so good there for a while with serious intimate details, but then it got hard.  It makes me cry to write it.  But I will finish it.  Obviously, I would not be here if he was alive so we all know the outcome of his life.  It is painful to write about it.  Hopefully within a month or two, it will be finished.  I hope you all understand.

Alanna Phoebe's Clay Names - Jonah

Jonah's name was recently uploaded!  I love this to pieces.  I love seeing his name, especially since we gave him one.  I miss him so much.  This is an awesome thing that is being done to remember children.  Thank you so much for honoring my tiniest angel. <3 To request one for your child(ren), please go to http://claynames.blogspot.ca/.

5-3-1=9

My son Braedy turned 5 on Friday.  His party was Saturday.  We were getting ready on Friday for it and Braedy brought me his candles and asked me to take a photo. I did. This is that photo.  These are his 1st, 3rd and 5th birthday candles. The 5th had not been lit yet at the time.  You can see baby teeth marks in his 1st candle which is uber adorable. ♥ His 2nd is packed away and he didn't have a 4th. But I was staring at this wondering why these numbers are like speaking to me. They seemed so familiar and just kept screaming at me to notice something.  And it hit me.
Braedy turned 5 on Friday. Jonah would be 3 this April. Miloh would be 1 this March.
5-3-1.
Finally it made sense and I cried.  It was unbelievable how this had happened.  For Braedy to bring them ALL to me in the first place, to ask me to take a photo of them? Just odd.  But SO right.
Then on Saturday, as I stared at this again marveling at it's beauty, I realized another thing.  If you add them, they equal 9. Nathaniel would be 9 in August. My babies were shining through their brother, there is no doubt about it.  I am grateful for these signs, when they do occur.  Letting me know my children are near.

Forever Loved Subway Art

A beautiful sweet woman named Angela so kindly offered to do 100 of these free of charge.  I was able to get them done for Miloh.  They are made to be able to print and frame, usually on a canvas, but there are many other ways you can creatively display this art.  It is called Subway Art.  You must visit her blog.  She has two beautiful boys, one on Earth and one in Heaven.  She is a very sweet woman.  She is currently offering a few more of these for free.  If you are interested, please visit her blog http://ourmiraclemattiaus.blogspot.com/.